I am having a good day. A really, really good day!
I gave all my friends cookies, hugged with reckless abandon, sang great songs in CAVS ("Happy Together" for the first time since October!) and had a great round of Book Of Questions, walked outside and the sun was shining for the first time in over a month, the temperature was wonderful, I looked freaking adorable today, I was listening to "Movin' Out" on my iPod and everything was WONDERFUL.
I got to my car to find that Scott had written "Huzzah" all over my back window, which made me smile even more, and I got in and blasted "Movin' Out" with the windows down as I drove over to his house to work on his monologue. We hung out and I helped him with his monologue, and it felt SO GOOD to be ACTING and DIRECTING again, and I was beaming the whole time, and then I left to go to a voice lesson that was only a half hour long, and I'm going downtown to see Twelfth Night tonight, and the world is WONDERFUL.
It feels SO GOOD to be alive! Among everything else wonderful that Doctor Who has given me, I now have a new, amazing outlook on what it means for me to be a human being. The world is flawed, but it's beautiful, it's SO beautiful, and I LOVE being human and 18 years old with a thirst for adventure and curiosity and knowledge! I LOVE it!
My parents, on the other hand, have NOT had a good day. But I refuse to let them bring me down, I NEEDED this.
AUGH. I wish I could bottle up this feeling and keep it, save it for another day, ANY day, any day that I'm feeling normal and blah and routine. I NEEDED this kind of afternoon. It was FANTASTIC. It was WONDERFUL. I feel SO GOOD and POWERFUL and ALIVE right now! ^__^